Chapter 2 - The Orders With My Name

Nobody stopped the woman.
That bothered me first.
She walked into a Navy facility during an active security lockdown carrying an evidence container, and the armed personnel at the entrance acted as if she belonged there.
Admiral Mercer moved toward her.
"Who cleared you?"
She held up a credential.
"Office of Naval Intelligence."
I read the name.
MARA VANCE.
Special Agent.
Mercer's expression tightened.
"I didn't request ONI."
"No."
Vance looked at me.
"Commander Harlow did."
"I've never met you."
"Not directly."
She placed the black evidence box onto the nearest table.
The mess hall had mostly cleared by then.
Security had moved sailors back to their units.
A few senior officers remained.
Mercer's aides.
The base captain.
Two armed investigators.
And me.
My ribs hurt every time I breathed.
Nobody mentioned medical again.
Maybe they understood I wouldn't leave now.
Vance unlocked the box.
Inside was a red folder.
SARAH HARLOW.
CLASSIFIED.
I stared at it.
For twelve years, I had requested access to my sister's full file.
Every request had been rejected.
Sometimes because of operational secrecy.
Sometimes because I supposedly lacked need-to-know.
Sometimes with no explanation at all.
Now the file was lying three feet from me.
"Where did you get that?"
Vance looked at Mercer.
"Ask him."
I did.
Mercer removed his cap and placed it on the table.
A small gesture.
But I knew him well enough to understand what it meant.
He was preparing to tell me something he had avoided for years.
"I commanded the task force your sister was assigned to."
I stared.
"You told me you met her twice."
"I lied."
The word landed harder than Reed's fist.
"Why?"
"Because Sarah asked me to."
I shook my head.
"She's dead."
"She made the request before she died."
Vance opened the folder.
A photograph rested on top.
Sarah.
Thirty years old.
Dark hair pulled back.
Flight suit.
Smiling beside a helicopter.
I had that photograph at home.
But this copy had something mine didn't.
A handwritten note along the bottom.
If anything happens to me, protect Liz.
My throat tightened.
I touched the edge of the photograph.
"Her handwriting."
Mercer nodded.
Vance turned the next page.
Mission records.
"This was not a training accident," she said.
"Then what was it?"
"An interdiction."
"Against whom?"
She looked at Mercer again.
I slammed my palm against the table.
"Stop looking at him before answering me."
Vance didn't flinch.
"Fine. Your sister discovered a diversion network inside Naval Special Warfare."
The room became silent.
"What kind of diversion?"
"Weapons. Intelligence equipment. Communications systems. Occasionally information."
"To who?"
"Private buyers."
"Foreign governments?"
"Sometimes."
The answer made my stomach turn.
Sarah had died investigating the same thing I had discovered twelve years later.
I looked at Mercer.
"You knew."
"Parts of it."
"How much?"
"Enough to know she was in danger."
"And you still sent her?"
"No."
His voice hardened.
"She volunteered."
I pushed away from the table.
"That doesn't make it better."
"I know."
"You let our parents bury her believing she died because of equipment failure."
"I signed the report."
That hurt more.
My father had spent the last five years of his life blaming the maintenance crew.
My mother still couldn't hear helicopter blades without leaving the room.
All based on a lie Mercer signed.
"Why?"
"Because three members of Sarah's investigative team disappeared within forty-eight hours."
I froze.
Mercer continued.
"One body was found. Two never were."
Vance slid another photograph forward.
A burned SUV.
"Sarah's operation had been compromised before her aircraft ever took off."
"By whom?"
"We never proved it."
"Then why seal the case?"
Mercer's eyes met mine.
"Because the person who compromised it had access high enough to alter mission records after the fact."
The admiral-level credential.
The same kind used to delete my files.
I looked at the orders still in my hand.
"Someone knew I was investigating."
"Yes."
"Before today."
"Yes."
"And you promoted my authority because—"
"Because we finally identified the pattern connecting your case to Sarah's."
Vance opened another page.
It showed twelve years of incidents.
Missing equipment.
Altered manifests.
Compromised raids.
Personnel deaths.
Across the page, several authentication codes repeated.
Most meant nothing to me.
One did.
WR-417.
Walker's.
I stared.
"He was involved twelve years ago?"
"No," Vance said.
"He wasn't senior enough."
"Then why does his code appear?"
"It appears only in the last four years."
"So he's part of the current network."
"Possibly."
"Possibly?"
Vance leaned closer.
"Your investigation became dangerous because you assumed the stolen equipment was the crime."
"What else would it be?"
"The thefts were cover."
"For what?"
She removed another document.
Deployment schedules.
I saw units highlighted in red.
My eyes moved between them.
Then I noticed the pattern.
Every highlighted operation had suffered either mission failure or intelligence compromise.
Ambushes.
Empty targets.
Enemy positions abandoned minutes before arrival.
"It's not about equipment," I whispered.
Vance nodded.
"Someone has been selling operational timing."
The thought chilled me.
Weapons could be replaced.
Lives couldn't.
"How many casualties?"
"Confirmed?"
"Yes."
"Twenty-seven."
I closed my eyes.
Twenty-seven sailors and operators.
Maybe more.
Sarah included.
Mercer leaned against the table.
"The network survives because it doesn't use one permanent source. It recruits people at different levels. Logistics. Communications. Operations. People in temporary financial trouble. People with grudges. People who think they're helping allies."
"And Reed?"
"We don't know which category he belongs to."
I opened my eyes.
"Then let's ask him."
Mercer shook his head.
"Not yet."
"He just assaulted me."
"Which may have been intentional."
"I noticed."
"No." Mercer stepped closer. "I mean the timing."
The deletion.
Exactly.
"You're saying he attacked me to create a distraction."
"Maybe."
"Or someone wanted him to."
Vance nodded.
"That's why we need him talking, not defensive."
I laughed once.
"He punched me in front of twenty witnesses. I think defensive is already on the menu."
Vance almost smiled.
Almost.
Then her phone buzzed.
She checked it.
"Reed is requesting to speak to Commander Harlow alone."
Mercer said, "Denied."
I said, "Accepted."
Both looked at me.
Vance folded her arms.
"You sure?"
"No."
I picked up Sarah's photograph.
"But I'm going."
Administrative holding was two buildings away.
Mercer insisted on security.
I insisted they remain outside.
The room was small.
Metal table.
Two chairs.
Camera in the ceiling.
Reed sat with his wrists uncuffed.
He looked different.
Still large.
Still dangerous.
But stripped of his audience, he seemed older.
Tired.
He looked at the bruise forming near my mouth.
"I didn't mean to cut you."
"That's your opening?"
He stared at the table.
"You should've stayed out of this."
"Which part? Lunch?"
His jaw tightened.
"You know what I mean."
I sat opposite him.
"Sarah."
His eyes lifted.
"Mercer told you."
"Enough."
"Then he didn't tell you enough."
"Start talking."
Reed looked toward the camera.
"I said alone."
"We are."
"They're recording."
"Of course they are."
"Then I can't."
I leaned back.
"You assaulted a superior officer, possibly participated in theft of classified equipment, and your authentication code appears on compromised transfers. This is the part where you lose bargaining power."
Reed laughed quietly.
"You still think I'm the bad guy."
"You hit me."
"I didn't say I was a good guy."
"Then help me understand the distinction."
His expression changed.
"Your investigation was supposed to die today."
I said nothing.
"The orders Mercer brought made you untouchable through normal command channels."
"That's why you punched me?"
"No."
"Then why?"
"Because I needed you removed from the room."
I stared at him.
"You could've asked."
"You wouldn't have gone."
"Correct."
"If I created a public disciplinary incident, security would isolate both of us. Your briefing would be delayed. Your access terminal would stay offline."
"And while I was distracted, my files were deleted."
He nodded.
"Exactly."
"So you admit involvement."
"I admit knowing it would happen."
"Who told you?"
His eyes moved to the camera again.
"Turn it off."
"No."
"Then we're done."
I leaned forward.
"Sarah died because people kept secrets."
His face twitched.
I saw it.
"You knew her."
He didn't answer.
"Walker."
That was the first time I used his first name.
It worked.
His shoulders lowered slightly.
"I was nineteen."
My breath caught.
"What?"
"Sarah saved my life."
He stared past me.
"I wasn't a SEAL. I wasn't anything. Just a kid assigned to boat maintenance during a joint exercise."
He swallowed.
"She caught me inside a storage bay I wasn't supposed to be in."
"Why were you there?"
"My chief ordered me to move three cases onto an unlogged truck."
The room seemed colder.
"What cases?"
"Optics. Radios. Encryption modules."
The same categories.
"I didn't know what it was. I was nineteen. I did what I was told."
"And Sarah caught you."
"She asked who gave the order."
"Did you tell her?"
"Eventually."
"Who?"
Reed looked at the camera again.
I stood.
Walked to the wall.
Pulled the emergency privacy switch.
A red light appeared.
Recording paused pending privileged consultation.
Probably a violation.
I didn't care.
Reed looked surprised.
"Five minutes," I said.
He leaned closer.
"Captain Nathan Cross."
I knew the name.
Everyone did.
Rear Admiral Nathan Cross now commanded a major special operations logistics directorate.
Decorated.
Respected.
Untouchable.
"He was a lieutenant commander then," Reed said. "Sarah investigated him."
My mouth went dry.
"Did Mercer know?"
"Mercer knew Cross was suspected."
"Why wasn't he arrested?"
"Because Sarah disappeared before she delivered the proof."
"Disappeared?"
Reed froze.
I caught the word.
"You said disappeared."
He looked away.
"My sister died."
"That's what they told you."
My heartbeat became loud.
"Walker."
He said nothing.
"Look at me."
Slowly, he did.
"You said Sarah saved your life. How?"
"She got me off that truck route."
"That doesn't answer me."
"After the crash, Cross believed I had talked to her. He had two men follow me."
"And?"
"Sarah intercepted them."
"After the crash?"
Reed's eyes closed.
He knew he'd made another mistake.
I stood so quickly the chair scraped backward.
"Sarah was alive after the helicopter crash?"
Reed said nothing.
I grabbed the table edge.
"Was my sister alive?"
"Yes."
The room tilted.
For twelve years, I had imagined Sarah dying in fire.
Instantly.
That was what Mercer had told my family.
Reed continued softly.
"She survived."
"For how long?"
"I don't know."
"You saw her?"
"Once."
"When?"
"Three days after her official death."
My knees weakened.
"Where?"
"Norfolk."
"Doing what?"
"Hiding."
"From Cross?"
"From everyone."
I stared at him.
"Why didn't she contact us?"
"Because she believed your family was being watched."
I couldn't speak.
He reached into his uniform pocket.
Security had searched him.
Or supposedly had.
Yet he pulled out a tiny folded piece of paper.
"I've carried this for twelve years."
He pushed it across the table.
I unfolded it.
Sarah's handwriting.
Liz—
If Walker ever gives you this, then everything went wrong.
Do not trust the investigation.
Do not trust the official report.
And whatever Mercer tells you, remember he was there the night I disappeared.
My hands began to shake.
I looked at Reed.
"Why did you wait twelve years?"
"Because she told me not to contact you unless the network came for you too."
"And today?"
He looked at the bruise on my face.
"Today they came."
The privacy light suddenly switched itself off.
The ceiling camera came back on.
Reed looked upward.
"I didn't touch it."
Neither had I.
Then the door unlocked from the outside.
Someone was standing in the corridor.
Reed's face changed.
May you like
He whispered one name.
"Cross."