Chapter 3 - The Photograph That Shouldn't Exist

“Lily.”
She looked frightened.
“I couldn't sleep.”
I crossed the room and knelt.
“What are you doing here?”
“Grandma showed me the shortcut.”
Of course she had.
Lily held out the paper.
“I found this with the pictures.”
I took it.
It was not an original birth certificate.
It was a photocopy.
Lily Mercer.
Date of birth correct.
Hospital correct.
Father: Daniel Mercer.
Mother:
The line had been covered with correction tape.
Someone had deliberately hidden the name.
I looked at Evelyn.
“What did you do?”
“Not here.”
“Stop saying that.”
Anna wheeled closer.
“Lily shouldn't hear this.”
“She shouldn't have been brought here in the first place.”
Lily's lower lip trembled.
I immediately regretted my tone.
I picked her up.
“Hey. None of this is your fault.”
“Are you mad?”
“Not at you.”
“Not at Grandma?”
I looked at Evelyn.
“I don't know yet.”
That answer seemed to frighten my mother more than anger would have.
I carried Lily home and stayed beside her until she slept.
At 11:40 p.m., Marcus arrived.
He placed a leather folder on my desk.
“Before we start,” he said, “you need to understand that some of this may be incomplete.”
“Start.”
He opened the folder.
“Your father's estate was more complicated than we knew. The conservatory and twelve acres surrounding it belong to the Anna Mercer Preservation Trust.”
“So Anna owns it.”
“Beneficially, yes.”
“Why hide her?”
“I found references to a confidentiality settlement from 1998.”
“The accident.”
“Probably.”
He slid over a photocopy.
Mercer Foundation Medical Center.
That hospital had been built by my grandfather.
The document contained two names.
Anna Mercer.
Daniel Mercer.
Both admitted the same night.
Anna: spinal trauma.
Daniel: head injury.
I stared at it.
“I was hospitalized?”
“Apparently.”
“I don't remember.”
“There are neurological notes indicating temporary retrograde amnesia.”
Anna had been right.
My father had not literally erased my memory.
He had simply built a lie around the part I lost.
“What happened?”
“The incident report is missing.”
“Find it.”
“I've tried.”
“Try harder.”
Marcus nodded.
Then he showed me another document.
A payment.
$3.2 million.
Recipient: Thomas Vale.
“Who is that?”
“I don't know.”
The payment had been made three days after our accident.
Another followed every year for eleven years.
Then suddenly stopped.
“Blackmail?”
“Possibly.”
“Or hush money.”
“Possibly.”
I leaned back.
“What about Lily?”
Marcus became careful.
“The adoption file is sealed. I can't legally access it without a court order.”
“You said another name was listed.”
“I saw an index entry.”
“Whose?”
He slid a handwritten note across the desk.
ANNA M.
I stared at him.
“No.”
“I don't know what it means.”
“My sister is Lily's biological mother?”
“I didn't say that.”
“Then what are you saying?”
“That Anna's name appears in a sealed proceeding initiated three weeks after Lily's birth.”
I thought about the woman in the conservatory.
The way she had held Lily.
The way Lily had run to her.
The tenderness.
The familiarity.
No.
Claire had carried Lily.
I had seen her pregnant.
I had attended every appointment I could.
I had been in the delivery room.
There was no possibility that Anna was Lily's biological mother.
Unless the secret wasn't about maternity.
“Guardianship,” I said.
Marcus nodded.
“That would make more sense.”
“Why?”
“I don't know.”
I returned to the conservatory at midnight.
Anna was awake.
She had a blanket over her legs and a photograph in her hand.
The photograph Lily had brought.
“Tell me everything.”
Anna looked toward the empty doorway.
“Where's Mom?”
“Home.”
“Good.”
“Why?”
“Because if she's here, she'll try to protect you.”
“From what?”
“Your father.”
“He's been dead nine years.”
“Men like Dad don't stop controlling families just because they're buried.”
I sat opposite her.
“Show me the photograph.”
She handed it over.
Two children stood beside a lake.
A boy of ten.
A girl of twelve.
Me.
Anna.
Her arm was around my shoulders.
We were laughing.
I had no memory of that day.
On the back:
Danny + Anna. Lake George. Two weeks before everything changed.
“Tell me about the accident.”
Anna's face hardened.
“It wasn't an accident.”
I waited.
“Dad was furious with Mom.”
“Why?”
“She was leaving him.”
I had never heard this.
“She discovered he had been moving money through the Mercer Foundation. Millions. Maybe more.”
“Fraud?”
“Yes.”
“She threatened to expose him?”
“She threatened to take us and leave.”
Anna looked toward the window.
“That night, Dad came home drunk. They fought. Mom told us to stay upstairs.”
I felt a flicker.
A staircase.
A man's voice.
Glass breaking.
Then nothing.
Anna continued.
“You came downstairs.”
“So did you?”
“I followed you.”
Her hands tightened.
“Dad grabbed Mom. You tried to stop him.”
“I was ten.”
“You always thought you were bigger than you were.”
A sad smile touched her face.
“Dad shoved you. You hit your head.”
My fingers went cold.
“And you?”
“I ran toward you.”
She looked at the wheelchair.
“He pushed me away.”
I understood before she finished.
“There was a staircase behind me.”
Anna nodded.
“I went over the railing.”
Silence.
“He did this to you.”
“Yes.”
“And Mom?”
“She called an ambulance.”
“Why wasn't he arrested?”
“Because he told the police we'd been playing on the stairs.”
“And Mom supported him?”
Anna closed her eyes.
“At first.”
I stood.
“Why?”
“Because he threatened you.”
That stopped me.
“What?”
“He told her if she accused him, he'd take you away. He controlled the lawyers, the hospital, half the town. Mom was terrified.”
“So she sacrificed you?”
Anna's eyes flashed.
“No.”
“That's exactly what happened.”
“She stayed with me every day.”
“While telling me you were dead.”
“Dad told you I died. By the time your memory started returning, he had already moved me to a rehabilitation facility under another name.”
“And Mom allowed it.”
“She fought him privately.”
“Privately didn't help you.”
Anna looked wounded.
I regretted it, but I didn't retract it.
“Why didn't you come back after he died?”
“I did.”
“When?”
“Four years ago.”
My chest tightened.
“Claire.”
Anna nodded.
“Claire found me.”
“How?”
“Your father left behind an account he forgot to close. Claire was helping you organize the estate. She followed the payments.”
“Thomas Vale?”
Anna's face changed.
“You know that name?”
“Who is he?”
“My physical therapist.”
“Dad paid him?”
“No.”
“Then why did he receive millions?”
Anna stared at me.
“He didn't.”
I showed her Marcus's copy.
She read it.
Her face went white.
“This isn't right.”
“What isn't?”
“Thomas never had money. He worked two jobs.”
“Where is he now?”
“I don't know.”
“Why did the payments stop?”
“They stopped the year Claire died.”
The room became very quiet.
I thought of Claire's final months.
The headaches.
The fatigue.
The way she had suddenly become obsessed with reorganizing our financial records.
Her death had been ruled a spontaneous aneurysm.
No suspicion.
No investigation.
“What did Claire discover?”
Anna looked terrified.
“She believed your father wasn't the only person hiding the money.”
“Who else?”
“She never told me.”
“Did she tell my mother?”
“Yes.”
“And three weeks after Lily was born, there was a sealed proceeding involving your name.”
Anna nodded.
“What was it?”
She began crying.
“Claire asked me to become Lily's legal guardian if anything happened to both of you.”
“Why secretly?”
“Because she was afraid.”
“Of whom?”
“I don't know.”
That answer no longer satisfied me.
I took out my phone.
“I'm calling Marcus.”
“Daniel.”
“What?”
“There is something else.”
Anna opened a small compartment in her wheelchair.
She removed an envelope.
My name was written across it.
In Claire's handwriting.
I knew every curve.
Every letter.
My wife had written it.
“When did she give you this?”
“The night before she died.”
My hands shook.
“Why didn't you give it to me?”
“She told me not to.”
“Until when?”
Anna swallowed.
“Until Lily told you about me herself.”
I stared at her.
“Why?”
“She said that would mean Evelyn had finally broken your father's last rule.”
I tore open the envelope.
Inside was a photograph.
Claire.
My mother.
Anna.
And a man I didn't recognize.
They were standing outside Mercer Foundation Medical Center.
On the back, Claire had written a date.
The day before she died.
And underneath it:
If anything happens to me, find Thomas.
My phone rang.
Marcus.
“Daniel.”
“What?”
“I found Thomas Vale.”
“Where?”
There was a long silence.
“That's the problem.”
“What problem?”
“He's been legally dead for four years.”
I looked at the photograph again.
The man standing beside Claire.
Marcus continued.
“Daniel, the death certificate says Thomas Vale died the same night your wife did.”
Then someone knocked three times on the conservatory door.
May you like
Anna's face emptied of color.
She whispered, “That's his knock.”